Wednesday, August 27, 2008

come with me and we'll have some fun

Amos says:
your church is building up real fast
Amos says:
with the foundations done up
Amos says:
oh how applicable to life that is
Amos says:
mummy said, you must get the basics right first. and we thought, yeah whatever. only to realise it's only true.

pox says:
haha

Amos says:
shi shang zhi you ma ma hao

pox says:
how philosophical
pox says:
hahaha

Amos says:
:)

pox says:
long time no see you
pox says:
saw you across the road from park mall!
pox says:
bet you didn't even know it was us

Amos says:
i did

pox says:
haha

Amos says:
with my perfect eyesight

pox says:
of course of course

Amos says:
i knew you were going anyway, met joyce on the bus one day

pox says:
oh is it?
pox says:
oh wait maybe she did mention
pox says:
haha

Amos says:
right

pox says:
haha

Amos says:
now
Amos says:
it might have been you waved at the wrong guy
Amos says:
while i was behind thinking, are they calling that guy amos?

pox says:
hahhaa
pox says:
eh i got perfect eyesight also ok
pox says:
haha

Amos says:
oh yes how could i doubt, the powers of mini eyes

pox says:
-__-
pox says:
indeed indeed
pox says:
so how's life in ze army...
pox says:
going to ord...
pox says:
very happy?
pox says:
i'm such a poet
pox says:
it all rhymes

Amos says:
it all rhmyes like in criminal minds
Amos says:
there is still some time
Amos says:
come and hear my cry
Amos says:
and no, i've got 5months to go

pox says:
5 months quite fast lah
pox says:
haha
pox says:
and then after army?

Amos says:
that sounds so, depressing
Amos says:
as if army's my life, my entire life
Amos says:
take army as a girl

pox says:
hahaha

Amos says:
amos, how about after amy?

pox says:
haha

Amos says:
nah, i won't cry or go into depression really

pox says:
after you breakup with her

Amos says:
i'll find joy in spending time with cookie monster

pox says:
ahhh yes yes icic
pox says:
i know 'amy' isn't your life eh...still have time to go singfest
pox says:
o_O

Amos says:
of course, life's little wonders
Amos says:
i turned off my handphone and amy couldnt get me
Amos says:
she only could get to my friend named singtel ( no, my friend doesn't sing and tell), telling her that i am currently unavailable and to leave a message after the tone

pox says:
oh gosh
pox says:
bad bad bad

Amos says:
i couldn't help it
Amos says:
i couldn't let her know about Jason
Amos says:
she was so uptight about my affair with James, and now what, Jason? no what she couldn't have handled it
Amos says:
i faithfully returned the next morning albeit being really tired

pox says:
James? who's James?
pox says:
gosh u're like writing a novel
pox says:
haha

Amos says:
i love writing
Amos says:
people know him as James Blunt, but such formalities ain't needed when a relationship is already established, and growing well
Amos says:
i forgot to add that Jamie was part of it too, though he was just a fling, nothing more
Amos says:
just a mandatory cup of tea i'd say, Jamie entertained while Jason got ready.

pox says:
cup 'o tea ay?
pox says:
how quaint
pox says:
Jamie was rather forgetable i agree

Amos says:
he was sweet anyhow

pox says:
indeed indeed he's rather good looking i'd liek to add
pox says:
*like

amossfong@gmail.com says:
yeah, with the sound of strings it does really add to the mood of having a cup of tea, in the lobby, with Alicia at the piano
amossfong@gmail.com says:
but at the end of the day it was all just, appetiser, i was still more interested in Jason, hee hee

pox says:
i also have to agree
pox says:
that Alicia disappointed me

Amos says:
Alicia was good i'd say, with her leg hugging pants i wonder if any tree hugger could do the same
Amos says:
Juno would have failed flat

pox says:
her voice was good no doubt, but it everything was just so put on, i was rather disappointed..the way she was talking sounded all to scripted
pox says:
but her voice is undeniably good
pox says:
amazing
pox says:
still love Jason though
pox says:
gosh..Hitler is crazy

Amos says:
Adolf you mean
Amos says:
i'd say Putin is crazy too
Amos says:
damn i can't remember his first name
Amos says:
argh but i ain't that close to him anyway, just a 7th degree friend on friendster
Amos says:
i knew that was coming Oli, all these play acting
Amos says:
you're into Jason too
Amos says:
damn.

pox says:
Vladimir
pox says:
i was never play acting
pox says:
i even got a piece of him
pox says:
hahaha
pox says:
beat that
pox says:
he signed my cd
pox says:
wahahahaha
pox says:
Vladimir Putin right?

Amos says:
yes right

pox says:
yes the random Adolf thing is cos i'm studying

Amos says:
but as you've mentioned, that's just a piece of him, literally
Amos says:
i've got no cd of his, and no, before you think i download ( no i don't own any mp3s for that matter), he sings to me live

pox says:
is it is it
pox says:
how so

Amos says:
'oh i can be so lucky, even though only twenty four.....'

pox says:
what what what?
pox says:
confused

Amos says:
you don't know him well enough

pox says:
still confused

Amos says:
ok, wait, i've just done some research to find that i too, do not know him well enough. but i do try alright though it's tough
Amos says:
what i was trying to type was this
Amos says:
Damn, I should be so lucky
Even only 24 hours under your touch
You know I need you so much
Amos says:
from 'plane'

pox says:
ahhhhh

Amos says:
i'll change one line to suit us oli
Amos says:
to, i can see you church from here

pox says:
eh eh?
pox says:
from where

Amos says:
my place, at the end of the race, with a hastening of pace, what has happened to the human race!

pox says:
OH GOSH

Amos says:
it's 0eight oli

Amos says:
the calender has yet to run out of numbers, or rather, the numerical sequence

pox says:
this is one of the most intellectual convesations ever!
pox says:
seriously.
pox says:
no joke

Amos says:
why are you studying Adolf when i'm here then
Amos says:
one reason i tell you
Amos says:
you'll get no answer
Amos says:
you'll have no teacher
Amos says:
you'll get no markers
Amos says:
you'll have no paper! oh rejoice people rejoice!

pox says:
oh gosh
pox says:
i'm going to stab myself

Amos says:
do it rightly, not in the back
Amos says:
it'll be tragic should you stab yourself in the back
Amos says:
that'll mean no good for me and you, or rather, you and me and all other people with nothing to do nothing to lose

pox says:
ahh yes yes
pox says:
a song for every occasion
pox says:
every moment
pox says:
life
pox says:
is
pox says:
a musical

Amos says:
yes! i know i know
Amos says:
and the world will know your name and you'll be famous as you are
Amos says:
i got that from James

pox says:
you are so inspired
pox says:
not inspirational
pox says:
but inspired

it's been some time really and i'm not giving up on you, it's just a matter of making the effort really. alike writing to you, i want to talk to many others. Talk, and not just speak, as James told me before. i want to make it good, i want to make it worthwhile, memorable and happy, to put it simply. i don't want to waste your time, or mine, telling you i'm tired. i might not even tell you i'm tired at all! but it does affect our time together, it's content, it's depth. but it is this exact want to make it good that has let me down and let you go. so many things have been left unsaid, forgotten and never to be remembered again. these things, so lighthearted and funfilled i want to share with you but i can't remember them myself.

i wish i had written them all down somehow, but that shouldn't be the point here. it's over. it's pretty much the blame game we've all participated in before.

say, i missed my bus. i can get on thinking, if only i didn't drink that bottle of yakult, if only i didn't double check if the door's locked, if only i didn't walk as slowly listening and thinking about the music playing on my ipod. dude, the bus is gone, the next one is coming soon. sooner now that you've spent some time playing the blame game. it's clearly not the way forward.

sometimes things just don't turn out the way we want them to. things change, for the better or worse, for fun, or for nothing. but they do change anyhow. i wouldn't have had that conversation with Oli just now if not for my guest appearance online on msn just now. it was unplanned, yet enjoyable :)

inspired i am, only to let things slip by when they matter.
i hope you had fun, that's important, very important.

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